Friday, 10 August 2007

My Happy Ending.....















Beginning, rather.

A happy ending to a....well...not-so happy phase. And a happy new beginning. I'm loving life right now. I'm completely on top of the world. My life has taken a bright turn.

Happy endings can never be planned. Things just happen. You keep dreaming about how you want your happy ending to be - all the details, everything...But of course, things don't turn out the way you expect them. My happy ending wasn't exactly what I thought it would be, but it was very close.

Sometimes I really wish I could just relive that moment again. I was so oblivious with intense joy that I forgot what it really felt like. I was in a haze, everything around me seemed to disappear [Though that was probably because I didn't have my glasses on]....I couldn't see my friends smiling, but I knew they were. I knew it was one of their happiest moments too. What they'd been working for so hard had really paid off. I was in a dream.
I so wish I could feel it all again....just for the sake of remembering.

But I guess one can't have everything. But still, I'm happy.

So it looks like this is the end of my poem-writing phase as well. I've been trying really hard to write a nice happy poem to end it off properly, but I've failed miserably. I'm still trying hard, though! I really liked those poems I wrote. Even if no one else did. I mean, thinking of it now, what kind of a sane [relatively] person would like them? I realized only now how demented they ACTUALLY are. I can't believe I wrote them. Now it seems as if the last few weeks never happened....

So I'm on totally on cloud 9! I turned 16 yesterday. And I had an amazing party. The K.I.N.D is back. 'Sweet sixteen', eh? ;)

And this is the song that's been running in my head -

Truly, Madly, Deeply - Savage Garden
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful
'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.


I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...

And when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish
Send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy
For all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded
By the comfort and protection of..
The highest power.
In lonely hours.
The tears devour you..
I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...
Bridge

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do...

1 comment:

Who Said So?? said...

ahem....the poems weren't actually "demented"....they were quite good actually!
belated happy b'day! looks as if you had a blast!! + its a great new re-vamped blog you got here...!
cheers :D