Sunday, 25 May 2008


Do you glance at your phone every few minutes waiting for an important phone call and just when you go to the bathroom your phone rings? And when you call back the other person is busy and cant talk? And then when he/she calls again you are once again busy..and you call back and...the cycle goes on!?
This happens to me all the time with most callers and at the end of the day all my friends really mad at me because I never pick up the phone. Wierd. Very Wierd.

Have you ever so bored you feel like throwing yourself and everything around you out of the window?(Seriously)

Have you ever been struck real hard by a line all of a sudden in a particularly boring bengali poetry class?

Have you ever gone out when there was a powercut and flashed a torch into the sky and stared at the sky wondering if there were other worlds out there? (And when someone asks you what you're doing you tell them you're trying to communicate with aliens).

Have you ever painted a scene you saw in a dream? Or dreamt about being in a scene you just painted? It's wierd.

Do you, like me suck at being rude? Being polite all the time sucks.

Do you feel like you're so radically different from other people that no one understands you?

Have you ever hated anyone suddenly for a reason that makes no sense?

Have you loved somebody/something for a reason you can't fathom?

Have you ever been afraid to ask a question because you already know the answer, but you're afraid of hearing it?

Have you ever stared out of the window wishing you could fly?

I know this is a rather abrupt end and I would have gone on but right now I'm sorta itching to get back to my keyboards.
Oh, and I've stopped using 'z' instead of 's', atleast in my blog posts.

Sunday, 11 May 2008

Tuesday, 6 May 2008

Creation, Destruction, Recreation.

This will in the end turn out to be a more or less random post even though I set out with the idea of writing about specific things.
To begin with, the fisrt fests of this year have ended and I have to say I'm more than relieved. Honestly, the 3 weeks of all-day practice, waking up at 5:00am, starving(our drummer doesn't eat) are really getting to me. I'm not really in a mood to write about Creation in detail but the least I can say about it is that it was a little disappointing. OK maybe that was an understatment. We were all excited about performing on saturday but a storm came and blew up the stage and after that we all comepletely lost all our enthusiasm and going on stage today felt so normal and unexciting.
And I don't think it would be a good idea to give a detailed account of why Creation wasn't what we expected. Creation and destruction.

I'm tired and I'm fed up of everything at the moment.
I listen to Nymphetamine every night and somehow I feel like its what keeps me going these days. Somehow. Yeah. I wonder if that happenz to anyone else. Once particular song you just can't do without. One particular song that touches you deep down somehow, even if you don't know how and why. Makes you feel..weel, not optimistic or energetic exactly but..well it's difficult to explain - like there's nothing else. I think maybe Nymphetamine has that effect coz of itz heavy bass and the high-key keyboardz..

I must make up for all the eating and sleeping I've missed in the past few days. So I will go to sleep. And I will refuse to eat anything but biriyani 3 times a day.