So I think life looks a bit more sensible now. I don't have to be a sympathetic liar or a cold blooded ruthless killer. I don't have to be a frustrated teenager screaming at everything. I can just be myself. Look at the world again for what it really is. Maybe I'll still be the selfish self-obsessed over-ambitious person I am but maybe thats the way I get on with life.
You can't always have everything you want. There are compromises. But you need to try to live with it. And while you're living why not make the best of it?
At the end of the day you've got to live for yourself, win the battle for survival and give a damn to the rest of the world.
Lets see what I become. What I grow into. As I walk along alone, the way I want to.

Levels of frustation are RISING. Tolerance level for anything plumetting drastically.
The heat, the chemistry, the people.
Terrible combination.
Just too many things more than I can worry about. Considering I'm not used to worry about anything at all.
Heh I think I'll just go and read something.

Back to college after a five day break. And therefore screwed up eating and screwed up sleeping. :P
And the mad calculus teacher who seems to have gotten even madder. Hasn't stopped saying 'entrigation' (that means integration).
Had honey flavoured gelato. It was weird and very sweet. But its nice to have weird flavours like that.
I am currently obsessed with the song 'Supermassive Black Hole' by Muse. Kickass song, kickass lyrics
"I thought I was a fool for no one..but ooh baby I'm a fool for you.."
:D