Candle light

Dusk falls, the sky bathed sanguine
Sitting in silence by candlelight
Soft whispers of days forgotten
A journey through memories eaten away
I see your face in candlelight
It dances there illuminating bits of you
Flashes, never whole
Once dark, once bright
Never still.
There in the dancing darkness
Stories of life, secrets
Wrappped tightly in that old song
The one that will always play.


Cosmic twins, we are one
The stars bind us,
incarnations in parallel universes.

Beating about the bush.

Never beat about the bush. It's a waste of energy and doesn't help in the long run. :)

Rainbow gypsy.

I stand by the fork in the road

To say goodbye, to step a new way

To break through the black and white

and chase the rainbow

I will walk through the yellow meadows

Follow the birds to the green wood

And beyond I'll find the crystal lake

Where I'll drown the rusty box of Memory's last traces

Till it lays to rest in the deep blue grave.

I'll wait for the moon to spin me my wings

And then I'll fly far far away

To reach my new place in the cosmos

And there I'll stand and smile

And wave back and say

"Hello, how are you?"

Brain Damage.

My head is just SPINNING. I didn't know organic chemistry would make my head too feel like it was staggered, skewed, partially eclipsed and eclipsed.
For the time being I'm trying to get myself into a more stabilized orientation by getting sound waves of large amplitude to penetrate the system. Heard of sonotherapy? (I'm too lazy to look up whether a word like that exists already, I think it does. And if it doesn't(didn't), now it does! Hah.).
Anyway, I think I should sign off before I inflict further damage to the brains of the kindly souls who read my blog.
Goodbye.

4 down.

So we're midway through ISC and the last two days was a nightmare swallowing a >2000 page physics textbook. I was so saturated I'm so glad the exam is over! And I found it pretty decent, considering I hardly studied physics at all the whole year. We have 3 days before chem and I'm not going to do anything today. I need a break!
Porcupine Tree are God.

I got wiring loose inside my head
I got books that I never ever read
I got secrets in my garden shed
I got a scar where all my urges bled
I got people underneath my bed
I got a place where all my dreams are dead
Swim with me into your blackest eyes.